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Saturday, February 17, 2007
it just bothers me. live in up of ur expectations and it just comes tumbling down drastically? and u're forced to face reality, to bring all it back up, when u suffer so hard deep inside. u wanna let it out but u just can't. u're so angry but u just can't flare. its just pretence. its just deep in ur heart that u're pushing it to remain intact to not hurt the feelings of others. agigate then comes along, with the repulsion of liberation. all u want is that to see that person change. u soared deep inside, telling how hard u tried, failing each and everytime. not one to blame. Just YOURSELF. it matters to one's perspective view but it repays to everyone's flattered blues. u think twice, or maybe thrice who knows, which one shld u go? care? unbothered? angry? mixed reactions engulfed, as the same time, of sheer embarassment and shame of fate that beholds one true self. looks can be deceiving. to be at fault can be traumatising. nevertheless, its the flaws of life. u have to live with it against any minor odds. cause WHEN YOU BELIEVE, it happens.
haiz. its so good to be watching ppl whom are so attached together.. it makes urself feel, how a someone can be so appreciated and loved at the same time .
school ended early today. WEE/BOO? it sounds the same. we still had lessons though. and WEEKEND ASSIGNMENTS. yea, when holidays happens for as long as 4 days, u get 4 monts workload. okay exaggerating. its not alot actually. but typical graduating students will think its alot. hah. shuddup ur. soooo... nuthing much happend today. nuthing to post.
btw, wishing all chinese ammigos HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR YEA!!! HAVE FUN ORANGE-PARTYING AND HONGBAO- HAVOC. andddd... belanja me okay.
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